Opening Up

I’m up with so much running through my mind

so many questions unanswered, self doubt, exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically. Some days I feel invisible, some days I’m to tired to eat then other days It seems as if I can’t stop eating. I’ve been through so much sometimes I think about it and say wow if only people really knew.

I’m not perfect I question my faith regularly it’s hard, I’m human, I make mistakes I try my best to learn from them. I’m crazy hard on myself I’m constantly striving for my idea of perfection

Most people don’t know, but at my age I struggle with the feeling that I should be more accomplished at this point.

I never stand up for my self I just end up giving up and just letting it happen then I just deal with it and move on

Am I happy? I don’t even know if there is such thing

I just want people to know that it’s ok to feel